I find myself without words for the
long-awaited breakthrough which came this week.
At first I didn´t even want to tell anyone; it was just too precious to
blurt out! I pondered it in my heart,
savored the good news, wondered about Your choice of timing and choice of how
and when to speak to me. My heart was
overflowing with melodies & gratitude, joy bubbling up with or without
verse, contentment flowing, underlying it all, laying down a peaceful bed. Heavenly
flower petals spilled down over me, flooding my environment with perfume. I felt special & loved & singled out
in a sacred moment – a kyros moment You chose to act in within Your perfect
kingdom plan.
Thank You for Your perfect timing. Thank You for lessons learned. Thank You for holding me up so many weary
days. Thank You for helping me to walk
with my kids in their faith walk without having to have all the answers. Thank You for giving Jenna special
grace. Thank You for Your quiet but
steady presence in all of this. Thank
You for my husband´s steady hand and careful attention to us in a complex year.
Lord, I bless Your work that I cannot
see. I bless the people around us so that
they can see Jesus in spite of our simple humanity. I bless the pieces You are putting together
for the extension of Your kingdom in this world. I bless the doctors´ understanding in the
coming months of the situations yet to arise.
I bless my children and how their lives will be affected forever by this
year. I bless my husband´s faith &
our tenderness as a couple to bless others with the same compassion &
unselfish caring that has been shown to us.
I bless even the difficult things to come, the suffering still to be
endured, the unanswerable questions & the losses. I bless Your work in and through us and its
ripple effect throughout the world on others.
I bless all You do, even when I can´t see it.
Thank You for the special things of this
week: the ways You spoke to me, the surgery for Jenna, the ¨like new¨
intestines she sports, the grace for Jordan at school & in futbol, the
amazing provisions for Dani and how You are speaking to Bruce & comforting
him while he is far from us.
I´ll love You forever. As David wrote in Psalm 74:12, ¨God is my King from my youth.¨ This
is true with me and I can think of no greater joy & privilege in this life
than to pilgrim with You.
I am Yours always!
Pam
Thnak you!
ReplyDeleteSo thankful! (I should always know to pull the kleenex box closer to me when I open your blog! I'm overflowing with tears!) xxoo
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